Showing posts with label Inspiration. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Inspiration. Show all posts

Monday, April 17, 2017

What Makes Me Mad


Can I start this in the winter?

Can I start the story on a sad note?

Can I start it on the morning when we ran up to see the sunrise from the water tower and I realized I had lost my friend forever?


Thursday, February 16, 2017

Rachel Weeping


One woman packs away the pink box half-filled with clothes and stuffed animals, gifts purchased for the daughter she named but never held.

One woman gets a phone call and falls on her knees, a knife's point cracking her breastbone to dig deep into her heart.

One elderly mother stands at the grave of her middle-aged child and wonders how.

One woman takes down four plates from the cabinet and bursts into tears.

One woman hears sirens in the middle of the night and starts to pray.



I've never given birth, but something in me trembles at the sight of a bereaved mother. I grip my empty womb and try to fathom her depths of pain, failing utterly.

Elizabeth Stone wrote, "Making the decision to have a child—it is momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking around outside your body."

Saturday, January 14, 2017

Meditations on a Sand Picture


It begins without event. A flat, calm firmament of white, black, and blue disguises a landscape of mountains and valleys, magically suspended above an empty world. The only barrier between sky and the below is a line of fragile and fleeting bubbles.



The instant the world is made, its destruction becomes inevitable. Trickles of sand, just two or three particles wide, seep through the barricade. The channels are tremulous, hesitating to fall too fast, drifting slowly from heaven to earth. The effect is slight at first but gradually takes shape on the empty ground. The percolating streams build into dells and hillocks, imperceptible and without a sound.

Is this how our world's own peaks were formed? Valleys overhead, invisible above the rippled skies, dissolving into mountains below? Or when God said, "for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return," was this the picture Adam drew in his mind's eye? An ocean of dust, dissolving inescapably into a lower ocean? Deep calleth unto deep at the noise of thy waterspouts.

Thursday, February 19, 2015

Not Appalled

We see it on billboards and in glossy magazines. A perfume ad, a stranger on the street. Desensitized to human flesh, we walk on regardless. Like muscles wrapped in cellophane on the grocery store shelf, we never think where it comes from.



I am not appalled when I see their bodies flaunted. I am not appalled when I catch sight of a magazine, shoved beneath a bench. I am not appalled when I hear strange noises from the TV down the hall. When I hear about the sick addiction, the clicking monster that grips eyes and minds in its thrall, I am scandalized for the wrong reasons. 

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Gotta Love 'Em


dusted by ercwttmn
dusted, a photo by ercwttmn on Flickr.

Don't you love those random story ideas that just hit you out of the blue, almost fully formed?

The New Piano, coming soon to bookstores ;)

Thursday, March 31, 2011

What Makes Me Mad

hot water, originally uploaded by Micah A. Ponce.



Can I start this in the winter? Can I start the story on a sad note? Can I start it on the morning when we ran up to see the sunrise from the water tower and I realized I had lost my friend forever?
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That is an old Word document on my computer that I randomly stumbled upon. It was named "What Makes Me Mad" and the few sentences above were all I wrote. 

So what happens next? Where was I going with this?

Friday, February 4, 2011

Book Title Fun

Scarlatti Day: Memoir of a Strange Teenage Girl
  
        OMNIPOTENCE and peanut butter 


Cancel My Appointment, or, Life Waits

                  Understanding Egglantine: Why Stories Matter 

By Life and My Love of It 

Sentinel Watching: Childhood on Rainy Days


                           chess master
          
Horizon-->Brought

Fields of Gold: And Why We Have to Wait


Do any of these strike ideas for you?